Demon............Angel
Weekend Playdate part 3

    You awake on Sunday to find I am already awake and have breakfast ready. Today will be a long day and you will need your energy.

         After breakfast we shower and prepare for the day’s activities. You are wearing a collar,wrist,and ankle cuffs and nothing else. I attach a leash to your collar and lead you into the play room where you are bent over the bed and given your first few bare handed smacks on the ass. I will take this slow and build the intensity slowly today.

      As your ass begins to show pink from my hand I step up to a leather paddle. As I paddle you I stop between swings to rub the reddening flesh so as not to do this too fast. I want to prolong the pain you are enjoying. And I can tell you are enjoying it as I can see your juices flowing out of you. Now that you are good and wet as I rub your ass between smacks I slide a finger down between your cheeks and into you. This only serves to increase your excitement.

          When I feel you are ready for a release I stand you up and lay down on the bed. Then I command you to mount me which you do. You are so wet and ready I slide into you with ease. I tell you to stop and then lay you all the way back onto your back as I am still inside you. What you have not seen to this point is the Hitachi massager I have hidden. I bring it out and turn it on low and start along your upper thigh creeping ever closer to your clit. As I near your clit I tell you to grab my legs so you have something to hold onto. When the hitachi contacts your clit your whole body begins to tremble and shake. Then suddenly you are lost in  orgasm and your juices are gushing out around my cock.

     After your orgasm subsides I slide out of you and give you water to drink. I then blind fold you and attach your cuffs to restraint points already placed on the bed and I walk out of the room leaving you wondering what is next and when it will come.

      An hour later you hear me return. I place clamps on your nipples and begin lightly biting and kissing your body all over. Slowly I work my way down and past your pussy. Down one leg and back up the other. Only now do you begin to feel my breath and tongue on your labia and clit. As your orgasms build you are fightinr your restraints. I am enjoying myself. I am torturing you with pleasure. You are begging me to stop which only serves to drive me on. I suck your clit into my mouth using my tongue to press it againgst my teeth. I am not biting your clit for I do not want to hurt you.

      All I have used so far is my mouth. Now I begin to insert my fingers one at a time. When I get three fingers inside you your pussy clenches tight and you orgasm yet again. You are breathing heavily and rapidly so I slow down and remove my fingers from you. Slowly I slide up your body and kiss you then let you suck your juices from my fingers.

      It is time I found release myself. Unhooking your ankle restraints I position myself between your legs. My cock presses against your opening. Your clit and labia are bright red from the blood and the attention I have given them. You sigh as I first enter you slowly inch by inch until my cock is buried in your pussy. Your pussy muscles are gripping me tightly as I begin to thrust. As we build you are first to cum. I pull out and place my cock at your mouth. You greedily suck me,licking me. You want to make me cum in your mouth. Suddenly I tense and shoot jet after jet of hot cum down your throat. You swallow it all wanting more.

      Unhooking your wrist cuffs I turn you over onto your belly. Then re attach the wrist and ankle cuffs and leave you bound like this for a few minutes as I gather more tools to bring you the pain you so crave.

       What I most enjoy using is the quarter inch leather strap. It makes a lovely pop on your ass and leaves such beautiful red stripes in your flesh. Finally i hear you mutter the code for slow down. You know I am pushing your limits so we must go slowly. I now take time to rub your red striped ass with a fur mitt and you have an unexpected orgasm just from this.

      You need time to allow your ass to absorb the pain I have inflicted. Taking a bottle of lube I let the liquid drip between your cheeks. You know what is to come. I am about to fuck your tight ass. When the dripping of the lube stops and you feel the head of my cock pressing into you you press back, wiggling your ass. I hear you gasp as the head of my cock slips into you and the rest of my cock easily enters you. Thrusting slowly at first so you can get accustomed to having me inside your ass you begin begging me to fuck your ass harder to fill it with my cum.

     My orgasm inside your ass triggers an orgasm for you and I collapse on top of you. Hearts pounding breathing rapidly we lay there until I have gone soft and pull out of you. Unhooking your restraints I also remove your cuffs and collar so we can shower.

          After we shower I reattach your cuffs and collar and lead you into the great room and in front of the fireplace. I light a fire so we can relax for a while. Even on the cushioned sofa I can see you are gingerly sitting down. Your ass is on fire. You have never felt such wonderful pain before and you smile at me thanking me for giving you such pain and pleasure.

  Part 4 will conclude this weekend adventure then I will begin writing many factual encounters with my new Girlfriend and my sub.

Weekend Playdate Part 2

   I awaken you from your nap. Clamps are placed on your nipples. I lead you to the play room. You are blindfolded and bent over with hands on dresser. Your ass is sticking out perfectly. I pick up the paddle you chose earlier. You first feel my hand rubbing your ass then the leather of the paddle. The first blows are light, allowing me to warm you up. After a few smacks on each cheek I stop and rub the paddle over your ass as I reach between your legs to feel the growing wetness of your pussy. The blows begin again,growing in intensity. Your ass is getting redder with each contact of the paddle. I can see your juices flowing down your thighs. When You feel the vibrator suddenly and unexpectedly on your clit your orgasm is so intense your legs buckle and you collapse onto the floor.

       When you have recovered enough to stand You are led to the bed. I bend you over. You feel my bare hand striking your already inflamed ass. These are just reminders. Then you feel my cock at the entrance to your pussy. You try to push back to take me inside you but I pull back and smack your ass.

      “Beg for it” I tell you.

       “Please sir”.

       ” ‘Please sir’ what?”

       “Please fuck me sir”.

       “If you do not want it any more than that maybe you will be denied. Now what is it you want?”

        ”Please sir fuck me. Fuck me hard,pound my pussy with your cock. I want to feel you cum iinside me. PLEASE!!!!! Fuck me.”

           Your pleas are becoming desperate when i suddenly and forcefully thrust my cock into you as hard and deep as I can. You gasp at the sudden penetration. As I begin thrusting you are uncontrollably pushing back hard against me. You are matching my thrusts. I see you are grasping the covers hard and your mouth is open as you are moaning with each impact of my hips against your tender ass. The suddeness and violence of your orgasm surprises us both. I have to grab you befor you fall to steady you. A few more thrusts and my cock explodes in you triggering yet another orgasm in you.

       We have a short time before we must leave for our dunner reservations. In the shower you bathe me head to toe taking extra special care when washing my cock. I stand in the shower to watch you bathe. After we are showered I dress in slacks and shirt but no tie. This is to be a casual dinner. You are wearing the same red heels, a short red skirt and a black blouse. As I inspect you I tell you that you are missing something for your dinner attire. You give me a confused look so I point at the box containing your new buttplug. You retreive the buttplug from the box and I bend you over and raise your skirt telling you to insert it. You do as ordered and stand becoming accustomed to the feeling.

        Walking to the car you take a little extra time due to the plug in your ass but you are becoming more comfortable with it. As I back out of the drive I tell you we have an hour to get to restaurant. It is now that you are given a task. Your task is to bring yourself to the edge of orgasm 5 times before we reach restaurant but you are NOT to cum. You look at me with eyes wide in surprise. I inquire as to your surprise and you say you have never edged so many times in such a short span. My response is to remind you that the time is ticking.

         Hastily you raise your skirt and spread your legs while sliding down in seat. Your hand moves down to your crotch. Fingers sliding along your labia you slide them up to your clit giving it an occasional stroke. I hear your breath quickening then suddenly you jerk your hand up to the door handle and you begin to calm down. You repeat this three more times as we drive. i can see tears in your eyes from the pain of not being allowed the release that has been building. You are reaching that same peak as we are entering the parking lot for the restaurant. You have been a good pet.

     “CUM” I shout.

      You jump at the sudden startling shout. Again I tell you to cum. This has been a test my pet. Not only will you be allowed this orgasm but the scent of your sex will be strong as we sit in the restaurant. Everyone we pass or comes close will be able to smell you. This pleases me. You finally have the release you have been denied. When I open your door to help you from the car I can see the wet spot you have left in the seat. This makes me smile. I kiss you and tell you how pleased I am with my pet. You return my smile for I have said the words you crave to hear.

      Dinner is relaxed. We chat about everyday subjects. You are surprised when i whisper for you to reach down and dip a finger into your pussy and suck it clean but you readily comply. Being told of my pleasure with you makes you very eager to maintain my approval.

    After dinner when we get to car instead of starting the engine I sit there. You look at me not understanding. It is then I tell you you may have the reward of sucking my cock and tasting my cum. Eagerly you reach for my belt and zipper. you are unconcerned that anyone walking past will be able to see what you are doing. All that concerns you is your reward. Before you get your mouth onto my cock I stop you. This time you are on  your own I will let you show me what you can do. You are eager to show me your skills.

       You wrap a hand around the base of my shaft. I feel your tongue on the tip of my cock. You lick slow circles as you stroke me. the circles get larger as you lick over the head. As your lips encounter me you slip your hand off my shaft and onto my balls as you take all of me into your mouth. Massaging my balls you suck up and down on my cock,pausing occasionally to lick it and make it wetter with your saliva. Your mouth feels good on my cock. You are nearing the reward of my cum when I tell you to masterbate and to cum when I do. Your other hand quickly moves to your pussy as you want to cum when I do as you were commanded. As I reach my climax you are but a second behind. I feel your muffled moans on my cock as you swallow all of my cum. As my orgasm and yours subsides you drag your tongue along my cock as you release it from your mouth. Surprising me you fix my pants zipping them and buclking my belt. I start the car and only then do we notice we have had an audience. Five or six couples applaud and cheer as we leave the parking lot.

            The drive back to the cabin is an easy one. You are assigned no tasks as I have been well pleased thus far. I inform you of my pleasure with you and you are smiling. It will be late when we arrive so we will relax in hottub with drinks. This however is only after you take my cock and cum in your ass. There is a reason you have been spending time with the buttplug.

            When we arrive I help you from the car and lead you into the cabin. I tell you to undress me which you happily comply with. When I an naked I send you to get the bottle of lube. You return to find me seated in the chair we have already fucked in. I have you remove the plug from your ass and spread lube on my cock and on your ass. When you ask if you should undress you are told no. When my cock and your ass are well lubed I have you turn around and you lower yourself to my cock. Slowly you ease me into your ass. The plug has helped stretch you so you can accomodate me. When you have been fully penetrated I pull you back against me. I reach down with one hand under your skirt to rub your clit. My other hand wraps in your hair and holds your head so I can kiss and bite on your neck. your hands are on the arms of the chair and your legs are stretched so you can find the leverage to fuck your own ass with my cock. The attention I am paying your clit and neck quickly bring you to orgasm. I however have not yet cum and you are eager to have me fill your ass with the hot liquid. You intensify your efforts and are calling out to me to cum inside your ass. After only a couple more minutes of this you receive my load in our ass.

      Gasping for breath you tank me for my cum. I lift you off of me and you automatically clean me without being instructed. I like this and you see my smile of satisfaction. I have found a very good pet indeed. After I am clean You are told to get undressed and wait for me by the hottub. I return with wine and glasses. Only after I am settled do I allow you to join me.

      Over wine I tell you today is over. You have performed quite well. I shall reward you well. I tell you we will sleep in. After a light brunch I plan to take you shopping. I will buy you an out fit and shoes. These you will wear on the flight home. I tell you this and you smile. However, after that we will not leave again nor will we sleep. We have only Sunday and Sunday night before you are to leave for home Monday so we will make the most of it.

    When we finish our wine we leave the hottub and dry off and head to bed. You fall asleep quickly,your head on my chest. As I stroke your hair I whisper softly “Sleep well my pet for tomorrow will be a long day and you will need it”. Then I fade off to sleep.

     Part Three will be coming soon I hope.

      Thanks to those on twitter who assisted me on a choice tonight. @xcharmxschoolx was first to respond to my request and gets a special shout out. Thank you hun xoxo.

     Until next time..Enjoy.

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MyNudeSelf - 02 December 2010
*Quick shot while getting dressed.*
#NSFW

mynudeself:

MyNudeSelf - 02 December 2010

*Quick shot while getting dressed.*

#NSFW

Weekend Playdate Part 1

  This weekend has been planned for a while. we have talked and discussed each other’s likes and dislikes. Now we will put these into practice.

    The cabin is rented. Supplies of food,drink,tricks, and toys are there. It is Friday afternoon. Your plane is due to arrive momentarily. You have been instructed on what to bring and what to wear for your flight. I am waiting to see if you have complied, to see if you will earn your first reward or punishment.

      Your instrucions were to wear a short skirt and stilleto boots on the flight. It was left up to you on top and undergarments. I wish to see your choices for our first encounter. I see you coming towards baggage claim. You have done well in your attire.

    I watch as you take your bag off the conveyor. You have not spotted me until I approach. I say hello as I take your bag and tell you to follow me. The car is parked in a secluded corner of the parking garage. Your bag goes into the trunk as you stand by the passenger door. You are waiting to see if I am pleased. I order you to raise your skirt so I can inspect your panties. They are a black lacey thong to match your skirt and boots. I am pleased.

      As I open the door for you to get in I lightly kiss you for the first time and tell you I am pleased. As I start the engine I tell you to remove your panties. To reward you for following my instructions you will be allowed to masterbate and orgasm as we drive to the cabin.

      At the cabin you are told to strip which you do without hesitation. You have traveled so I will allow you to relax and unwind with a glass of wine in the hottub as I prepare a light meal. This first night will be an easy one for you. We will eat then you will shower with me and make me cum before we retire for the night.

     In the morning you will put on your red heels you brought and nothing else. I place a leather collar around your neck and leather cuffs on your wrists and ankles. Then I place five light smacks on each cheek of your beautiful ass as I tell you what to prepare for breakfast. The food is well prepared. You have done well.

      After we have eaten I attach a leash to your collar and lead you to a closed door. As I open it and we enter you see it is another bedroom. The bed is prepared with restraints to be connected to your cuffs. There are crops,paddles, assorted toys and lubes. At the sight of this you gasp,your pulse quickens, and your pussy floods with your juices. You were promised a weekend of painful pleasure and you realize I plan to deliver.

      Our first session of the day will be light,to test you. You are told to get on the bed face down and ass up for me. When you have complied you feel my hands rubbing the flesh of your upturned ass. Then suddenly they are gone to be replaced by a sharp smack with both hands to both cheeks. I hear you gasp. Once again your ass is being rubbed but by only one hand. Then another sharp smack to each cheek. Once again rubbing your ass I slide my hand between your cheeks down to your pussy. You voluntarily spread your legs to allow me easier access. I feel your wetness, the heat radiating from your arousal. Two fingers slide inside you becoming coated with your juices. I pull my fingers from your pussy and place them at your lips allowing you to suck my fingers and taste yourself.

           You feel a pull at your leash. You turn your head to see my cock hard,precum flowing,at eye level. Your tongue stretches out to lick the precum from my cock. I slap my cock on your face. ” You will never do that without permission again. That is a reward.” For this transgression you will be spanked and spanked hard. But this time as it was your first mistake it will only be my hand. Future punishments will get more severe. As I explain this to you and your ass gets redder by the blow you are also told the orgasm I was going to allow you for this session has been revoked. You will settle with bringing me to orgasm and tasting my cum for the first time.

         When I finish punishing you I tell you to go pick out an outfit for my approval for going out to eat tonight. As I am waiting for your choices I retreive a box from the dresser. You do not notice. You step back from the bed and announce your selection is ready for my inspection I notice you have included panties. You are told panties are unacceptable so you put them away. The skirt and blouse you have chosen are pleasing. “There is one item missing” I tell you. “What sir is that?”. As I hand you the box i say simply “this”. You open the box to reveal a brand new butt plug. You look at me a questioning look in your eye. “When we prepare to leave for the restaurant you will insert that and it will stay there until we return here. Is that clear?” I ask. “Yessir” is your simple response.

       I decide You will be allowed a short rest from your earlier punishment. I send you to the playroom with instructions to choose the item your ass will feel next. You are also allowed to choose one toy that I may allow you to play with.

     You return to find me sitting on the couch with a drink in my hand. “Show me what you have chosen”. You show me a leather covered paddle and a medium sized vibrator.

    “Have you learned your lesson?” I ask.

     ” Yes sir”.

     ”Are you sure?”

      “Yes sir”.

       “What is your goal here?”

       “To please you”.

        You have answered well. I allow you to lay before me and use the toy. You are told you may have one orgasm and only one. When you have cum I command you to stand. I enjoyed the show. I wave you to me. You are told to straddle my lap. I lower you until my cock is pressing against your entrance.

      “Do you want to feel my cock inside you?”

       ” Yes sir…please”.

       ”Do you want my cum inside you?”

        “Yes sir”.

         With those answers you are lowered completly down my cock. You are told to make me cum. You begin moving your hips. Raising yourself up and down. Slowly at first. You watch me for signs of pleasure. You quicken your pace. My pulse quickens. I reach out grasping your hips. I thrust upwards to match your downward motion. My cock is pounding into you harder, faster. You put your hands on my shoulders to steady yourself. You are moaning, gasping each time I slam into you. You are getting close. You tell me that you want to feel me cum for you. You are begging me for my cum when you let out a last loud gasp and explode with your own orgasm. The clenching of your pussy on my cock triggers my own and I fill you with jet after jet of my cum.

         As your orgasm subsides you collapse against my chest. Your breathing is ragged and deep. You kiss my neck asking if you may kiss my lips. I allow this. when we catch our breath You are commanded to stand up. My cock is slick with a mixture of your juices and my cum. You have made a mess. You are told to clean up your mess with your tongue. You eagerly comply.

     With the task of cleaning me complete you stand before me awaiting further instructions. I can see you are in need of some rest. I am not displeased with you so I stand and take you to bed for a short nap before our afternoon session and dinner out.

 Part 2 The afternoon and evening

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Subject matter was harsh for my personal taste. Well, some of it. But it was really well written. You did a great job writing. I have no question. Just wanted to give you a pat on the back. :)

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How rough?

   You have told me before that you like it rough. That you like to be slapped. To be marked. You feel a need to be used,sometimes abused. I have been hesitant to indulge you. No more. Tonight little girl we shall see just how rough. I am going to put you to a test.

    I have called you and told you to come over. I do not tell you why. Wehn you arrive you ask me what I wanted you for. I ask you simply “how rough”? You look at me strangly so I ask again more harshly. I see in your eyes that you realize tonight you will be made to suffer. I also see a touch of fear mixed with excitement. You have wanted this and tonight you shall have it.

   I stand and approach you. You do not know what to expect. before you can react i have grabbed your right wrist twising it and pinning it behind your back. I also take you by the throat and give a slight squeeze. “You have said you like it rough,that you like being marked. Well tonight we shall see.”

   I roughly turn you around, sliding my hand from your throat to grasp you by the hair. You are forced to the bedroom in this manner. I shove you face first onto the bed and command you to strip. When you hesitate you are greeted by my palm across your face and a louder sharper command to strip. There is almost no hesitation this time. You are quickly nude before me.

    What you do not know is I have been Quietly preparing for this night. You find yourself once again facedown on the bed. I twist your arms behind your back and begin to bind them wrist and elbow. Your arms are completely immobilized. I raise up off of you and I proceed to strip. I roll you over and attach clamps on your nipples and on your clit. You sharply inhale at the sudden pain. This is what you have wanted.

     your cheek where I slapped you before is red from the blow. Your face does not look evenly colored so I slap your other cheek to bring the redness to it as well. It jars you. You stare at me fearful,longing. I reach under your head grasping you by the hair. I pull your face up to mine.

  “ You have wanted this yet I have been hesitant. No more. Tonight you will suffer. Tonight you will be my whore, my dirty little fucktoy to use,and abuse, as I see fit. If this frightens you it should.”

       When I see a bit of doubt in your eyesIi reach out and pull on your nipple clamps to remind you. You are helpless. You are at my mercy.

    I flip you back to your belly. I begin smacking your ass alternating cheeks. I start lightly,allowing you some measure of comfort. The blows become harder, sharper. You are whincing with each blow of my hand. Your ass is glowing red,it is heated from my blows. I pause to slide my hand between your legs. Your cunt is wet. It is nearly dripping. I dip my fingers into you covering them with your juices. My hand slides back up,between your cheeks. My hand stops and my wet fingers probe your tight little ass. You try to clench at this invasion but several sharp smack to your already sore bum makes you quickly give up resisting.

     I slide up along your body, biting as I go. I feel your body tense at each bite. When i get to ur neck I bite hard then I bite your ear. You are breathing heavily. ” I can tell you are enjoying this so far slut. Your soaked cunt has given you away. Well this is just beginning. I hope you are ready for more,much more.”

   I slide back down your body. Again biting as I go. When I reach the edge of the bed I grab your legs and pull you to me spreading your legs. You feel my hard cock at the entrance to your cunt. I enter you only to withdraw. “I was only wetting my cock you whore” I tell you. Now you feel my cock pressing to your asshole. you start to tense up like you did with my fingers. I quickly change your mind with several hard smacks to your bum. You submit, and I penetrate your ass. I take it slow inch by inch I enter you. I pause to allow you to adjust to this feeling. But before you get too comfortable I reach up grab your hair and pull back as I begin thrusting.

       I take it slow at first,slowly increacing my pace. You moan. You are beginning to enjoy this. Maybe too much. You are my whore. You are here for my pleasure not yours. As your moans increase I can feel my own orgasm building. Before I cum I pull from your ass. I pull your head over and force my cock into your mouth. “Lick my cock. Suck it clean. Do a good job and you will be rewarded with my cum in your mouth. You better not let any go unswallowed. You are licking me, sucking my entire length down your throat. You want your reward. You have been a good little slut to this point so I allow you your reward. You also please me in not spilling a single drop.

      I take my cock from your mouth and allow you a moment to catch your breath. ” I am surprised whore. You are doing well. But there is more in store for you.”

   Reaching down I remove the clamp from your clit. In doing so I feel your wetness. You have never been so wet. You feel my head between your legs. You are not sure what to expect. I lick your cunt from bottom to your clit. You feel my teeth on your clit biting,pulling. My tongue stroking it. I release your clit. You are gasping,breathing heavily now. I move lower,taking first one labia then the other between my teeth. Biting ,pulling, I drag my teeth over your cunt lips. You seem to like this. I will see how well you enjoy what is next.

      First one finger enters your dripping cunt. Then finger by finger I get 4 fingers inside you. ” This is not all whore”. I press my thumb alongside my other fingers. I press into you,stretching you, until my hand is wrist deep in your cunt. you are gasping for breath now. You cannot control it. You cum hard. As your orgasm subsides I start fucking you with my hand. Quickly you build to a series of powerful orgasms. I decide you have had enough. I pull my hand out of your cunt and wet with your juices I slap your face. This brings you back to here and now.

   “So whore, having fun are we?” I ask. When you do not respond I slap you again. You gasp out a yes. Again you feel the sting of my hand on your face. “Yes what?” I demand. You quickly gasp out “yes sir”. Once more my hand stings your cheek “you shall address me as sir or master from here out”. You whimper “yes master”. ” That is my good little slut, you are learning”.

    “Would my whore like me to fuck her?” I ask. You answer quickly ” yes sir please,please fuck me”. I place my hard cock at the entrance of your still sore cunt. I enter you. Your cunt grips at my cock. As i begin to fuck you I reach out grasping your throat,choking you. I see fear as your eyes fly open. But your Cunt only grips me tighter pulling me deeper into you. I fuck you harder faster. You begin to cum. This triggers my own orgasm. As I cum I release your throat allowing you to catch your breath.

       When I have caught my breath I roll you over releasing the restraints at your elbows but not your wrists. You have done well so you will be allowed some comfort. As I lay on the bed I command you to nuzzle my cock and take your juices on your face. You do as commanded without hesitation.

       “Are you tired whore?” I ask

         ” Yes Master” is your reply.

       “Good,you may turn out the lights and sleep at my feet”.

     You stand walk to the light switch. I am watching you. Unsure of how to turn out the lights you reach out with your tongue and accomplish your task. Because you have done well I remove the restraints from your wrists and allow you to curl at my feet and sleep.

      When I awaken the following morning you are not at my feet. Anger flashes for your disobedience. Then I hear sounds in the kitchen. When I enter the kitchen I find you have prepared breakfast. Still nude because you have not been told you may wear any clothes. You serve me and await my approval. As approval of your efforts I allow you to crawl under the table and suck my cock as I eat.

      After I have finished breakfast and you have received your reward of my cum we shower and return to the bedroom to talk.

     “Is this what you want?” I ask

      ” Yes Master” is your simple reply.

     With those two simple words we enter into another world, another life. One of Master and slave. But in this world you are willingly enslaved to me. You have the power to end it at any time you wish.

 This is my first attempt at writing. Please do not judge me too harshly

   Thank you and I hope some of you enjoyed this little story.

Welcome

This is my first blog. It will be a journey of self discovery and possibly self destruction. I will be exploring the darker and lighter sides of my personality and my sexuality hence the name of my blog. Some posts will come with warnings as they may be rather graphic and harsh. If you are courageous enough join me on my journey